Friday, January 4, 2013

New Year - New Challenges

So it has been awhile since I logged in to my blog.... A lot of life has happened. I've gone through so many truly life changing experiences in the past few months, I didn't think I could survive another challenge. But here I am. Breathing. Struggling to get sleep. Struggling to not stay in bed all day long.

I'm trying to get back on board with life.

I faced so many challenges this past few months... My mom died from breast cancer in October.... We didn't have long to deal with it, as it took her so quickly, and that is a good thing I suppose. But I would have loved to have more time with her.

My aunt got sick a few days after mom passed, and then she passed a few weeks after mom. Within 6 weeks of mom's passing, I lost 6 people I was very close to. First Mom's funeral, and then two more by the end of the week. Then three more... one at a time. Life is so precious.

Taking care of my mom the last few months of her life was rewarding, and I wouldn't change a thing... but I miss my mom on a daily basis. Well. Really, I miss my mom so many times in a day. 

And now I face my own challenges.

My goal for 2013 is to live as healthy a lifestyle as I possibly can... 

Goal - Motivation